

so... Yesterday was the 19th... What would have been a year... I would be lying if I said I didnapos;t think about it. Of course I did. Who doesnapos;t get out of a long relationship and think about what would have been the year anniversary. I mean for some people committing to someone for a week is a hard thing to do, especially in college. But I was with her for 9 months. If we could have resolved our issues, we probably would have made it to a year...
So now... I just hope Emily and I will make that year mark. I would be so honored to have her by my side for that long and if not longer. She truely is amazing and she really does make my life brighter. She inspires me to do better. Because of her, I want to be all that I can and live to my full potential. She really has awaken my soul and the past was the past. Iapos;m finally leaving it behind me and iapos;m moving on.
I feel like these Lyrics suffice how I feel:
"With once iapos;m at peace with myself. Iapos;ve been burdened with blame, trapt in the past for way too long.... Iapos;m moving on.
Iapos;ve lived in this place and I know all the faces, each one is different but their always the same, they mean me no harm but its time that i face it theyapos;ll never allow me to change, but iapos;ve never dreamed home would end up where i donapos;t belong. Iapos;m moving on.
Iapos;m moving on, at last I can see, life has been paciently waiting for me, and I know that thereapos;s no guarantees but iapos;m not alone. There comes a time in everyones life, when all�you can see are the years�passing by, and I�have made up my mind, that those days are gone.
I sold what I could, packed what I couldnapos;t, stopped to fEEL�love on my way out of�town,�Iapos;ve loved like I should and lived like I shouldnapos;t I had to lose everything to find love. Maybe forgiveness will�find me somewhere down this�road, but Iapos;m moving on...�"
I know it seems irrational to some how I can be in love with someone again so quickly... But I really feel it with Emily and this weekend just assured me even more. I really am in love with her and I am moving on my past, leaving it behind me. Iapos;m getting over the things that messed me up and twisted me around inside... And iapos;m getting on the right track... And leaving certain things behind...
i gotta go... Sorority time
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